Metabolic

Gone – I couldn’t murder your promise Right before my eyes The revolutions of my psychosis Kept me outta the way Once – inside – all I hold is ash… Fail – suppressing every feeling I’m in so much pain I have every fuckin’ right to hate you I can’t take it! The hardest part […]


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Tattered and Torn

Tattered and Torn That’s where my soul is worn Tattered and Torn That’s when I was born Tattered and Torn I broke away from me Tattered and Torn I knocked me to my knees Tattered and Torn I drink my own cells Tattered and Torn A decomposing well Tattered and Torn Roaches in my head […]


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Some Feel

Some feel I don’t exist Never believing in what they see Some feel that I am not fair I leave no time for repentance Tearing the vail Mending the vail Tearing the vail Some feel I bare the mark of man A misguided philosophy Some feel I kill for fun I kill for life! I […]


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Gently

Gently, my mind escapes into the relaxingworld of pleasure, a pleasure that’ll take my mind off the reality of my life, my past life… life as I know it now. And whatever may come, it slowly disappears to somewhere in the back of my mind. It will remain there,until I wish to retrieve it. Yes, […]


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Gently

Gently, my mind escapes into the relaxingworld of pleasure, a pleasure that’ll take my mind off the reality of my life, my past life… life as I know it now. And whatever may come, it slowly disappears to somewhere in the back of my mind. It will remain there,until I wish to retrieve it. Yes, […]


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My Plague

I’m in conniptions for the final act you came here forThe one derivative you manage is the one I abhor I need a minute to elaborate for everyone the Everyday bullshit things that you have done Your impossible ego fuck is like a Megalomaniacal tab on my tongue You fuckin’ touch me I will rip […]


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New Abortion

I’m ethereal, my children are legion, serial They stick to my skin like beloved cysts I tear away with my nails and teeth and fistsTouch the hands of inverted saints Follow my heart through the threaded pain Callow man is a sentinel screaming I see the future; the future is bleeding Sores, every goddamn minute […]


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Surfacing

Running out of ways to run I can’t see, I can’t be Over and over and under my skin All this attention is doing me in! Fuck it all! Fuck this world! Fuck everything that you stand for! Don’t belong! Don’t exist! Don’t give a shit! Don’t ever judge me! Picking through the parts exposed […]


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Skin Ticket

Zero and zero is nothing but zero Cancer and people conspire together Running and running and going forever Collected and sampled, starving for zero Come see my cage – built in my grain Minus the inside and minus the circle Inhabit the riddle and fill in the hovel Wherein and herein, between us and near […]


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Prosthetics

Even if you run… I will find you I decided I wanted you Now I know…I need If you can’t be bought, tougher than I thought Keep in mind – I am with you Never left out fate, can’t concentrate You will be mine! Ah, fucking you will be mine! Ah, fucking you will be […]


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