As I stepped to the edge on the shadow of a doubtWith my conscience beatingLike the pulse of a drum that hammers on and onUntil I reach the break of dayWhen the sun beats down on the halfway houseHas my conscience beatingThe sound in my earThe will to persevereAs I reach the break of day […]
Sometimes it gets real hard,And I need some kind of output.For input twice the size of my one inch mind.So slap me on the hand.Put it right back down my pants.Turn me right around.Kick me in the ass. Well today I say sweet things,But tomorrow,I’ll be making up excuses,For my actions ‘cuz it’s been so […]
To know you is to hate youSo loving you must be like suicideWell I don’t mind if you don’t mindI’m not the one that’s going to dieI guess I just can’t listenTo this one sided conversation againCause I don’t care if I don’t careWell no one ever said that life is fair Well everybody loves […]
Lyrics – Jesse MichaelsMusic – OP. IV.Used without permission. I know that things are getting tougherWhen you can’t get the top off from the bottom of the barrel,Wide open road of my future now…It’s looking freaking narrow. All I know is that I don’t know nothing.We get told to decide.Just like as if I’m not […]
My friend drove off the other dayNow he’s gone and all they sayis you gotta live cause life goes onWell now I see I’m mortal tooI can’t live my life like youGotta live it up while life goes on And I think it’s alrightThat I do what I likeCause that’s the way I wanna liveAnd […]
Today’s the Macy’s Day ParadeNight of the living dead is on it’s wayWith a credit report for duty callIt’s a lifetime guaranteeStuffed in a coffin "10% more free"Red light special at the mausoleum Give me something that I needSatisfaction guaranteed to youWhat’s the consolation price?Economy sized dreams of hope When I was a kid I […]
Here we go again, infatuationTouches me just when IThought that it would endOh but then again it seemsMuch more than that butI’m not sure exactly what you’re thinking Well,I toss and turn all nightThinking of your ways of effectionBut to find that it’s not different at allI throw away my past mistakesAnd contemplate my futureThat’s […]
Haushinka is a girl with a peculiar nameI met her on the eve of my birthdayDid she knowDid she know,before she went awayDoes she know?But it’s too damn late This girl has gone far awayNow she’s gone All I have now is a memory to dateA cheap hat and cigarettes,and a peculiar nameI didn’t knowI […]
Now I rest my head fromSuch an endless dreary timeA time of hopes and happinessThat had you on my mindThose days are gone and now it seemsAs if I’ll get some restBut now and then I’ll see you againAnd it puts my heart to the test So when are all my problems going to end?I’m […]
Stranded… lost inside myselfMy own worst friendMy own closet enemyBranded… Maladjusted Never trusted anyoneLet alone myselfI must insiston being a pessimist I´m a loner in a catastrophic mindElected the rejectedI perfected the science of the idiot No meaning… no healingSelf loathing freak and introvertedDeviot